General headdeskery

[dreamer_easy]

ISTG I spend the best part of every day searching for stuff in this dump. I sat down today to write the first scene of The Per-Bastet Heresy, set my timer, limbered up my fingers, and then spent two hours trying to find the &*%)*^ notebook containing the crucial info. I can't find the shoulder exercises my physio wrote down for me, either. I think I'm organised; in fact, I'm living in a random cloud of paper, junk, and cat hairs. My only hope is to blow it all up with dynamite and start again.

ETA: And another thing. My blood sugars are appalling and nothing I do improves them. (At least not in the long term. I'm still having hypos after the gym if I'm not careful.) I'm already taking the maximum dosage of my meds. I'm sick to death of the thirst, the munchies, the weeing, and more than anything, the &*)%^*)(^ blurred vision. I don't see my endocrinologist again until December.

Comments

[outsdr.livejournal.com]

"I don't see my endocrinologist again until December."

This sounds like good reason to make an earlier appointment.

[acelightning.livejournal.com]

See your endocrinologist, or some endocrinologist before December - next week, if possible. Whatever you're doing clearly isn't controlling your blood sugar at all. You may need different meds, a different diet, possibly insulin injections - IANAD, but obviously you need something. The blurred vision in particular needs attention now, or it will get worse. (My mother developed a completely iatrogenic form of diabetes, and it wasn't properly diagnosed or treated for years. By the time they actually started giving her the proper treatments, some of the damage was irreversible.)

[eurynome1967.livejournal.com]

*worried about you but nothing useful to say*

If you throw that tantrum, make sure you don't get charged extra for it ;) I'm with outsdr - for that much money, you should get a lot more attention. [Though, obviously, since I am English and therefore on the NHS you could rightly say I know naught whereof I speak ...]