Whenever I contemplate suicide, which often, especially while driving around the lake, it has always been about NOT having to deal ANYMORE, ever no more stress/grades/thinkingtohardaboutthewritewords/social situations where I suck/future. I then like Hamlet I am afraid of the undiscovered country and I think about how upset Mom and Jeremy and my little brother would be and I am brave I don't drive off the road, usually lasts no more then a second or two. It makes me think of TE Lawrence and his motorcycle.
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Date: 2008-07-10 01:44 am (UTC)It makes me think of TE Lawrence and his motorcycle.