Brief cathartic whinge
Dec. 19th, 2009 10:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dreamer_easyGods, I'm knackered. Not just "had a dodgy night's sleep in the heat a couple of days ago" knackered. Soul-weary. I've only got one goal in my life and that's to get an original novel published. Everything else has become an annoying interruption. My emails are a jumble, the house is a disaster area, I never see anybody else. I wish this was all jolly and eccentric and writerly, but I'm exhausted by trying to juggle it all. My stress levels are ridiculous and my social phobia is rampant. All I need to do is develop and stick to a routine, make sure I do my relaxation exercises, and get out more often, instead of of which I go about the countryside stealing ducks. Uhhh. I think I'd better go back to bed.
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Date: 2009-12-20 07:25 pm (UTC)BTW, if you and Jon wish to come to our place for New Years Eve, David and Kyla will be coming, food and boardgames will be provided. Just bring what you like to drink, and any special foods you can't see the New Year in without. I'll even run you home after midnight. Drop me a line at saraswati at optusnet dot some dot au if you are coming.