dreamer_easy: (medical)
I HAD AN INJECTION

and I neither died not freaked out!

Admittedly, the Valium helped. And it was only intramuscular B12. BUT STILL. First shot I've had since 1995.

My B12's actually not terrible now, but a squirt of the stuff every few months will make sure it stays OK. My iron's heaps better and my vitamin D is fine. My cholesterol is up lots, though, which is just what you'd expect when you suddenly stop taking a cholesterol-lowering drug like Questran. Dr K has given me a cholesterol-lowering drug to try out.

My blood sugars are still rubbish - 15.5 after breakfast ffs, hb1Ac 9.0 ffs ffs. Off to the endocrinologist we go. GIMME THE INSULIN, DOC, I CAN TAKE ANYTHING. Except oral erythromycin.
dreamer_easy: (DEBUNKING 3)
Rummaging around in pursuit of a missing prescription, I found some printouts from this collection of articles:

Chronic Illness Coping

Some useful stuff there, especially about having as "fighting spirit" rather than the angry, scared attitude that resulted in my convincing myself I was doomed.
dreamer_easy: (medical)
People with Crohn's disease do not have reduced life expectancy.

I know what the hell is wrong with me now, so, yesterday, I bought a book about it. In the past when I've read about IBD it hasn't been at all helpful, just terrifying. Now I can see what applies to me and what doesn't, what's going on in there and what isn't.

When I was 18 I thought I was going to die and I've been waiting for the other shoe to drop ever since. I have told myself for most of my life that I'm never going to reach old age. But the thing is:

People with Crohn's disease do not have reduced life expectancy.

On average. Thanks to modern medical treatments. The illness does predispose you to cancer, but - I have to check with the specialist about this - I think mine is actually in the wrong part of the innertube to have that effect.

Of course, I also have diabetes and depression, either of which could total me. Staying alive and whole is still going to take plenty of work. But:

People with Crohn's disease do not have reduced life expectancy.

*steps outside and is run over by a bus*

OWWWWW

Dec. 15th, 2009 07:48 pm
dreamer_easy: (medical chronic)
Hello IBS, my old frieeeennnndddd...

Looks like it's going to take a little while for my innertube to settle down completely into its new routine. Possibly I need to be taking the Immodium every day, at the same time, so as not to confuse my tummy's tiny mind.
dreamer_easy: (medical pills keep me happy)
This is so weird. I'm pretty sure this is the first day in 23 years that I haven't taken any Questran at all. I keep remembering to take it, then remembering not to. But so far, the OTC drugz I've substituted seem to be working fine - just one Immodium and one Colofac this morning. Blimey! Early days yet, but I'm full of hope instead of bile acid sequestrant. :)
dreamer_easy: (medical)
Saw the specialist this arvo. Yes indeed: we're pretty much certain that what I've got is a mercifully mild case of Crohn's disease. (And, as I'd speculated, it couldn't have been diagnosed without a capsule endoscopy!)

Crohn's can be treated with drugs, but they're hard-hitters: corticosteroids and immunosuppressants, the sort of medications you only take if you seriously have to. Luckily, we can most probably treat my symptoms with supplements, and - if I'm lucky - with over-the-counter tummy medicines in place of the Questran and its evil side effects. We shall see! :D
dreamer_easy: (medical chronic)
What the capsule endoscope saw is "consistent with mild Crohn's disease". I'll learn more when I see the doc again in December. I have no idea what our next step is - if any.

I fell ill in late 1987. The capsule endoscope didn't come into medical use until 2001. I may be wrong, but it's possible that this actually could not have been diagnosed before then!
dreamer_easy: (SCIENCE)
As I type these words, a tiny camera is bravely swimming through my insides, snapping a photo a couple of times a second. I even got to watch the start of its journey, as it made its way from my stomach to the start of my small intestine - weird, but not as icky as you might think. There are electrodes taped all over my tum and they're connected to a portable recording pack thing slung over my shoulder, which will later upload its home movie to a computer for doctorly analysis. Forget jetpacks and flying cars - we are living in the future!
dreamer_easy: (medical chronic)
Capsule endoscopy next Tuesday. Blimey!
dreamer_easy: (SCIENCE)
Saw the specialist today. I get to have a capsule endoscopy! You swallow a miniature camera and it takes photos of your innertube, looking for anything untoward. HOW COOL IS THAT, I ASK YOU? It's the -oscopy that reaches places other -oscopies don't reach.

What a busy week I'm having. Optus are still demanding the money I don't owe them, I still haven't done my tax, there are groceries all over the loungeroom and a bra hanging from the filing cabinet. I think I'll go hide in the bedroom and read some old Superman comix.
dreamer_easy: (yay)
... but I got a letter from my specialist, who's identified some slightly dodgy areas in my innertube, and thinks I may have mild Crohn's disease. On reading which I jumped around hooting.

At this stage, IIUC, Crohn's is a suspicion rather than a diagnosis. I'll find out more, and what are the next steps we'll take, when I see the doc in September.
dreamer_easy: (yay)
And a thousand thousand slimy things lived on / And so did I!

Initial -oscopy results excellent. More detailed results from biopsies and what-have-you will be ready in around a month, carrying with them the astonishing possibility of a diagnosis after twenty-three years.

I cannot believe what a fucking doddle that was.
dreamer_easy: (medical chronic)
Right, off to enter into the abyss of myself, or rather, let the professionals enter into it for me. Delicately phrased report on any findings later. Goddess bless and protect me. And, while I'm at it, Goddess bless and protect you lot, too. :)
dreamer_easy: (FOOD)
With my -oscopies coming up on Tuesday, a special diet is needed: today, a low-fibre diet, and tomorrow, clear fluids only. (Actually, the doc only told me to avoid eating anything with seeds today, but I decided on a more cautious approach, 'cos I do not want to have to do this twice.) Out of the usual paranoia, I've been jotting down everything I've eaten today, which includes a cheese omelette, a small yoghurt an entire miniature Camembert, a grilled fish fillet and a few chips, some goat's cheese and water crackers,, an affogato, and rather a lot of orange M&Ms. I think there is little danger of my starving to death. :)

Mushed

Aug. 6th, 2009 10:14 pm
dreamer_easy: (FOOD)
Oh good heavens. I think I may have an intolerance to oyster mushrooms. Apparently they're high in arabitol, which can irritate the gut. I had a rather unhappy afternoon after lunching (otherwise excellent) Vietnamese vegetarian food, and I was also struck down after Chicago TARDIS last year after devouring an omelette containing the things. I may have to add the little beggars to the list of substances which really ought not to pass my lips, including dried apples and textured soy protein.
dreamer_easy: (medical all too much)
Had a great old chat with the gastroenterologist. The last time I saw him, ten years ago, I was a trembling little creature who panicked at the thought of needles or operations. This time we were both "Bring on the -oscopies!" He wants to have a good rummage around in my innertubes and see if he can find out what's broken: I'm having what the professionals apparently refer to as a "top and tail" on the 25th inst. Holy flaming cow!

"Let's get you sorted out, Kate," he said. Blimey. I've been on Questran for more than half my life. I've never been told exactly what's wrong with me. The doc says this is because so many conditions are subtle and complicated and so difficult to diagnose. I reckon it's also because I've been running away from anything to do with medical procedures for decades. It's only in recent years that I've even started reading online about it, and you know what a research junky I am.

Frankly, I'm petrified. It's not the despair, it's the hope!

(Gods, I'm getting tough in my extreme old age. Got option-clicked at by a couple of superior white anti-racists today, and was merely annoyed, instead of being reduced to terrified snivelling. Hell of a change from two years ago. Tho I am now curious about opportunities to discuss racism with POC IRL.)
dreamer_easy: (D'OH)
In between catastrophising about my obviously imminent demise, I've been reading up on the vitamins and minerals I'm lacking, and I have a rather embarrassing suspicion that in fact my diet is deficient in them. It's been a long time since I thought about my nutrition in any other way than "Is this low GI and low fat?", and I'd just assumed that guzzling supplements would cover any gaps.

I knew a bit about B12, which is the bugbear of vegetarians. It's absorbed in the same bit of the small intestine that's supposed to absorb bile salts (aka bile acids), the terminal ileum. I don't absorb these properly, so it's not unreasonable to assume I'd also be having trouble absorbing B12. Might need shots or something to get around this.

I've been Googling up a crash course on iron and vitamin D - neither of which are absorbed in the terminal ileum. The Recommended Daily Intake for iron for a woman of my age is 18 mg. I may need more because of my menorrhagia. If I absorb every bit of the iron in my supplements, I'm still only getting 15 mg. Plus - and if I ever knew this, I'd forgotten it - the type of iron found in animal flesh, haeme iron, is more readily absorbed by the body than the type of iron found in vegetables (eggs, too, and my supplements). Luckily I'm actually pescan, rather than properly vegetarian, so I can get more iron by eating more fish and prawns. Should try some clams and oysters, too. Plus taking vitamin C at the same time improves absorption. I'm investigating which are the best sources of vege iron.

As for vitamin D, the doc's got me on 3000 IU a day - if that builds up my reserves, then we know it's not a malabsorption problem. Plus I'm trying to get 10 minutes of sunlight a day, to give my body a chance to make its own supply.

Think I'd better go see the dietician again, too. I've started keeping a food diary again for this purpose.

(Good grief, there's a lot of bs online about nutrition! The above notes come from reliable sources, like guvmint info sheets, and I've been comparing what different sources have to say and checking some of the science in pubmed. It helps me enormously to blog about it - helps me remember and plan.)

ETA: My path results say that metformin, one of the drugs I take for my diabetes, can be involved in B12 deficiency. Verrry interesting. Also, Questran, which I take for the bile acid malabsorption, can cause vitamin D deficiency. Verrrrrry interesting.
dreamer_easy: (medical chronic)
Feeling a bit more positive this morning, after allowing myself a good wallow yesterday. I was only eighteen when I first fell ill with my tummy troubles. It took six months to get a sort of diagnosis, and twenty-three years on we still don't know exactly what's wrong with me. In my tender mind, visits to the doctor became linked not to hope and help, but to blind terror and disappointment. In those days, my panic anxiety disorder was in full blossom, undiagnosed and untreated. I was certain that I was going to die, either from the illness, or while under anaesthetic during hospital tests. So all those feelings came roaring up yesterday: helplessness, despair, fear, denial, resentment.

My adult self, however, has a lot of experience of illness and doctors, and has even had surgery under anaesthetic without shattering, dry-retching terror. Medical science has moved on a bit during the last two decades, too. Talking it through with Jon last night, and poking around on the Intersplat a bit, I realised that a visit to the gastroenterologist holds out the hope of a proper diagnosis, even a cure - and if not those, at least more information, better understanding, maybe better management of the condition. Heck, I'd be over the moon if I could just get Questran or some equivalent in the form of pills instead of this blasted powder which has to be mixed with water. Bring on the needles and tubes, doc, I'm ready!

Peachy.

Jul. 2nd, 2009 06:16 pm
dreamer_easy: (FRUSTRATION)
I have anaemia, plus B12 and vitamin D deficiencies, despite all the supplements I've been taking. The likely explanation is that the dodgy bit of my innertubes is becoming even dodgier, failing to absorb certain nutrients, no matter how much I gobble them. I have to go see the innertube doctor and take a jillion vitamin D tablets.

ETA: Oho. And for ten points, which medication used over the long term can cause vitamin D deficiency? Why, it's Questran!
dreamer_easy: (medical)
Saw the endocrinologist. My long-term average blood glucose is OK (HbA1c = 7.1), my triglycerides and cholesterol are OK, my kidneys are undamaged, and I've lost five kilos in six months. In short, diabetes is under control at the mo. Yay me.

Alas, I have some sort of bug, which is making my innertubes a bit wobbly, and worse, has given me joint pain all over. Nurse Jon has provided massage and hot water bottles, not to mention making his own dinners, gods bless him.

I would post something coherent about wider society's contempt of fandom because it's play engaged in by adults (I think it was The Joy Of Sex which said bed was the only time grownups get to play), the relationship between fan fiction (play) and writing for publication (work), the contempt of each age group for the next younger group, and the hierarchies of literary snobbery in my head, but frankly I'm too knackered. *goes back to bed*

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